always with these fucking tears.grimy, greasy lifestyle, both in and out.always with these fucking tears. by sammywalkers
picking, scritching, scratching at eighteen scars.
mark it, mark up pocks of every fuck up. fuck it.
stop with the vile cloud on the viral tongue
and stop with the noxious bleeding from the grey.
big words hide big pain.
emo poem #273I am stuck in a perpetual cycle of my torrential emotions.emo poem #273 by sammywalkers
in and out of insanity, melancholy, hyperactivity, and loathing rage
like season and tides
and when it rains, it destroys New Orleans.
I take this anger out at the world, like a deprived teenager
sick of not being mommy's sole attention,
and in the process, I don't just hurt my loved ones -
I slice their throats open and watch them bleed in my arms.
and I don't want that.
I am a ticking grenade ready to fucking blow
and I don't want others to die for my life.
but if selfishness is half the battle,
then I've already lost.
horror story.I am a monster.horror story. by sammywalkers
a werewolf to the rising moon,
thirsting fragile skin in one hand
and a bullet to the brain in the other.
chain my broken wrists to the dungeon floor,
so my gruesome paws
their jagged claws
into your throat.
I am the abomination
you never meant to create.
electricity surging where blood once ran
and fire to power the rage against me.
yet following the most tragic of falls,
I never asked
for you to see
the fear in my eyes
and the monster in me.
Current Residence: Montclair, NJ
Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Techno, J-Pop, J-Rock
Favourite style of art: Film
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano.
Shell of choice: Koopa Troopa.
Favourite cartoon character: Danny Phantom. <3
Personal Quote: Fuck bitches, get Oscars.